March 17th, 2008

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Migraine Homicidal Disposition.

I think I'm beginning to suffer migraine headaches. Having never had a real-deal migraine, I don't know what it's like for sure, but this seems like the descriptions I've heard in the past from sufferers.

Medications don't seem to help at all. My mother had migraine headaches from her late twenties into her mid forties. I hope this isn't going to go that route...

Maybe it's sinus related. I have to figure this out. The world is clouding out, and this pain is all I can see or hear or perceive.

The only reason I think this is a migraine is the nausea. I have never had a headache that made me nauseous before. I am absolutely dizzy right now.

I don't know how anyone could deal with this regularly. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. It's the only word I know today...

I don't know that I can continue doing my job today if it doesn't go away.

I really wish I didn't feel as though I had to puke, constantly.
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