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Created on 2001-11-19 06:41:23 (#396991), last updated 2009-06-29
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| Name: | twitch of a finger |
|---|---|
| Location: | Nashville, Tennessee, United States |
| Website: | Fashion Jewelry: Unique Jewelry for Women: Unique Jewelry |
A Solipsist; An Animist; last man standing. ONLYIWILLREMAIN.
"I would believe all this.. I would think that all this applause was legitimate, if I didn't hear them having practiced before-hand; you see now I don't trust you at all," he said.
My Photos on Flickr.
My company site; a work in progress.
My photographs are beginning to appear on MySpace pages EVERYWHERE.
"You and I only look the same," he whispered.
I am not a simple, down to earth person. I'm high above all the godless, terrorizing bullshit of today. I am beyond brainwashing, fast edit no attention span reality television, cable TV and direct to home satellite 'entertainment' for the masses. I am not simple, and down to earth, and I pray that I never will be. I'm not a 'dark' person per say, but I don't embrace the norm for it's own sake, and I try to take a step back when others are diving in. This is the only path that makes sense to me.
Litany Against Fear
I must not fear.
Fear is the mind-killer.
Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration.
I will face my fear.
I will permit it to pass over me and through me.
And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path.
Where the fear has gone there will be nothing.
Only I will remain.I love warm weather, and the sun on my face.
I love music, art rock especially. I read and listen to music for hours on end. I absolutely cherish moments while browsing used CD stores.
My iPod changed my life.
I write.
I get consumed while watching great movies; when offered good company and a movie I often put off all kinds of important things.
I find Cell Phone Culture distasteful, most of the time.
Photography is my passion. Photography kind of saves me..
I love looking at decades old memories and people passed on. Makes you think of what it's really about.
Note: Because I am a photographer, a great many of the people on my friends list will be aspiring models.
People annoyed by cameras annoy me!
"These are dangerous days, to say what you feel is to lay your own grave," Sinead OConnor.
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A Solipsist; An Animist; last man standing. <a href="http://myspace.com/onlyiwillremain" target="_blank">ONLYIWILLREMAIN</a>.
<br>
"I would <b>believe</b> all this.. I would think that all this applause was legitimate, if I didn't hear them having practiced before-hand; you see now I don't <b>trust you at all</b>," he said.<br>
<br>
<a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/stealyourfocus" target="_blank">My Photos</a> on Flickr.<br>
My <a href="http://www.stealyourfocus.com" target="_blank">company site</a>; a work in progress.<br>
<br>
<font size="+1"><b>My photographs</b></font> are beginning to appear on MySpace pages <font size="+1"><b>EVERYWHERE</b></font>.<br>
<br>
"<b><i>You and I only look the same</i></b>," he whispered.
<br>
I am <i>not</i> a simple, down to earth person. I'm <b>high above</b> all the <b>godless, terrorizing bullshit</b> of today. <b>I</b> am <b>beyond brainwashing</b>, fast edit no attention span reality television, cable TV and direct to home satellite 'entertainment' for the masses. I am not simple, and down to earth, and <b>I pray</b> that I never will be. I'm not a 'dark' person per say, but I <b>don't embrace the norm</b> for it's own sake, and I try to take a step back when others are diving in. This is the only path that makes <b>sense</b> to me.<br>
<br><pre>
<i>Litany Against Fear</i>
<b>I must not fear.
Fear is the mind-killer.
Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration.
I will face my fear.
I will permit it to pass over me and through me.
And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path.
Where the fear has gone there will be nothing.
Only I will remain.</b></pre>
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<br>
I love <b>warm</b> weather, and the sun on my face.<br>
<br>
I love music, art rock especially. I read and listen to music for hours on end. I absolutely <b>cherish</b> moments while browsing used CD stores.<br>
My iPod changed my life.<br>
<br>
<b>I write</b>.<br>
<br>
I get consumed while watching <i>great</i> movies; when offered good company and a movie I often put off all kinds of important things.<br>
<br>
I find Cell Phone Culture distasteful, most of the time.<br>
<br>
Photography is my <b>passion</b>. Photography kind of saves me..<br>
<br>
I love looking at decades old memories and people passed on. Makes you think of what it's really about.<br>
<br>
Note: Because I am a photographer, a great many of the people on my friends list will be aspiring models.<br>
<br>
People annoyed by cameras annoy me!<br>
<br>
"These are dangerous days, to say what you feel is to lay your own grave," Sinead OConnor.<br>
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A Solipsist; An Animist; last man standing. <a href="http://myspace.com/onlyiwillremain" target="_blank">ONLYIWILLREMAIN</a>.
<br>
"I would <b>believe</b> all this.. I would think that all this applause was legitimate, if I didn't hear them having practiced before-hand; you see now I don't <b>trust you at all</b>," he said.<br>
<br>
<a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/stealyourfocus" target="_blank">My Photos</a> on Flickr.<br>
My <a href="http://www.stealyourfocus.com" target="_blank">company site</a>; a work in progress.<br>
<br>
<font size="+1"><b>My photographs</b></font> are beginning to appear on MySpace pages <font size="+1"><b>EVERYWHERE</b></font>.<br>
<br>
"<b><i>You and I only look the same</i></b>," he whispered.
<br>
I am <i>not</i> a simple, down to earth person. I'm <b>high above</b> all the <b>godless, terrorizing bullshit</b> of today. <b>I</b> am <b>beyond brainwashing</b>, fast edit no attention span reality television, cable TV and direct to home satellite 'entertainment' for the masses. I am not simple, and down to earth, and <b>I pray</b> that I never will be. I'm not a 'dark' person per say, but I <b>don't embrace the norm</b> for it's own sake, and I try to take a step back when others are diving in. This is the only path that makes <b>sense</b> to me.<br>
<br><pre>
<i>Litany Against Fear</i>
<b>I must not fear.
Fear is the mind-killer.
Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration.
I will face my fear.
I will permit it to pass over me and through me.
And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path.
Where the fear has gone there will be nothing.
Only I will remain.</b></pre>
<br>
<br>
I love <b>warm</b> weather, and the sun on my face.<br>
<br>
I love music, art rock especially. I read and listen to music for hours on end. I absolutely <b>cherish</b> moments while browsing used CD stores.<br>
My iPod changed my life.<br>
<br>
<b>I write</b>.<br>
<br>
I get consumed while watching <i>great</i> movies; when offered good company and a movie I often put off all kinds of important things.<br>
<br>
I find Cell Phone Culture distasteful, most of the time.<br>
<br>
Photography is my <b>passion</b>. Photography kind of saves me..<br>
<br>
I love looking at decades old memories and people passed on. Makes you think of what it's really about.<br>
<br>
Note: Because I am a photographer, a great many of the people on my friends list will be aspiring models.<br>
<br>
People annoyed by cameras annoy me!<br>
<br>
"These are dangerous days, to say what you feel is to lay your own grave," Sinead OConnor.<br>
<br>
<a href="http://www.amazon.com/gp/registry/wishlist/1R5Z0PUSZ7ZDN/ref=wl_web/"><img src="http://ec1.images-amazon.com/images/G/01/gifts/registries/wishlist/v2/web/wl-btn-75-c._V52198553_.gif" width="75" alt="My Amazon.com Wish List" height="35" border="0"</a>
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